Hmmmm, I cried a lot yesterday. It’s always like this, how much more can I take? I cry and cry then everything is back to normal. Happened like 4? times and it hasnt even been a month yet. -Sigh- Well I really do like love him so I dont want to give up. Sometimes though it’s hard for me to believe he really means what he says. I want to believe him but it’s hard, I just dont feel special to you much anymore. I still and will always love you though. >//<
