September 2009
1 post
“I don’t pretend to know what love is for everyone, but I can tell you what it is...”
– The O.C. (via littlemiss)
I felt feel that, believe me
August 2009
86 posts
I am so lameeeeee, Ive been reading old chats most of the day. Good times ): I hope things go back to normal soon.
And thinking about you, hope things are okay/better (: lol hope you know who you are -hugs- I will always be here for you no matter what. Im sorry I cant fully understand how you feel. All I can really do or say is it’s going to be okay, I know ive said it so many times but I...
Nightmare
First off, sorry I havent written in here for awhile, I wasnt really in the mood :P but anyway yesterday I went to the block with Laura, Sophia, Aristotle, Kimmy Lee, Calvin, Manuel, Timmy, Hoang, Kevin, Bailey, Nancy, Sydnee, and I think that’s it but Im not sure XD. It was so lame, I didnt really talk to anyone, only like Laura, Sophia and Aristotle, but Aristotle had to leave early. It...
“No one ever said that life would be fair, or that the moments you wanted to last...”
– Unknown (via littlemiss)
I miss my friend D:
8.26.09
Tired D: Oh man today was a productive day. Kinda :P So, I woke up, went online, took a shower, ate, and then waited for Sophia to come (: She came at like 11ish. we: made a birthday present for my friend[i think he’s my friend D:], fixed my myspace picture, I sang for her, decorated my [fake] backpack, made 2 [FAIL] videos and took pictures. Sophia then left to the gym I think. Now Im tired...
“This world is really big and has a lot of people. Just in the city you live in,...”
– based from the spare vvv with my interpretation
“Don’t go for looks; they can deceive. Don’t go for wealth; even that fades way....”
– Unknown (via littlemiss)
Fear
Im scared of a lot of thing: nightmares. the dark at times. getting raped. falling off really high places. being addicted to drugs. big bugs. ducks. geese. chickens. having no friends.
But i think my worst feaars are: making mistakes. falling in love. losing the one i love.
These past two days have been ugh, good, bad, confusing, guitly, and more. I have a headache and Im tired. I have homework and school later. I dont know who to talk to, I have no one to go to.
“In life, we do things. Some, we wish we had never done and some we wish we could...”
– Unknown (via littlemiss)
I wish I could do that..
Disappointed
Awhile ago I found out one of my friends took ecstasy, I was like wow, but that was kinda it ‘cause I wasnt exactly really close. Last night on the other hand I found out one of my former best friends took it. I was speechless, it was like O_O whaaaa the fack?!!! I didnt know you were that stupid to risk your life for a good feel. Be with someone that makes you feel like that, dont go for...
Hmmmm, I cried a lot yesterday. It’s always like this, how much more can I take? I cry and cry then everything is back to normal. Happened like 4? times and it hasnt even been a month yet. -Sigh- Well I really do like love him so I dont want to give up. Sometimes though it’s hard for me to believe he really means what he says. I want to believe him but it’s hard, I just dont...
“Once theyve made their mind, it’s final. If he/she wants her/him they will...”
Im never good enough, it keeps happening to me, Im so stupid.
Heartbroken once again.
“I feel more comfortable talking to strangers than people I know. I believe this...”
– Unknown (via littlemiss)
“Sometimes pain becomes such a huge part of your life that you expect it to...”
– One Tree Hill (via littlemiss)
Well today I finished painting my room, it’s like 3 colors though :P green, blue, and purplish. Sigh Im sad, I dont know what to do ): Im just going to say: Can you please choose who you want? Cause it hurts me so much reading her blog, I dont feel special anymore. I feel idunno, Im just sad now and I dont feel like talking to you on the phone, but I promised and I dont break my promises.
I...
Better (:
currently painting my room and making a masquerade mask :D
So far the day started up bad.
Im feeling down now, well gtg.
The one and only (; dedicated it to me <3
...
“But, if you look closely you might see someone like you. Someone trying to find...”
– One Tree Hill (via littlemiss)
To whoever ive hurt in anyway
I am deeply sorry for my past, present, and future mistakes.
OH, btw what would you say to me if I was dying the next day?
Just wondering, AIM me the answer if you want.
Death
This morning I woke up and started crying, I was thinking “what if today was the last day Im going to live? what do I want to say to people? How do I want to spend it? would I even want to know that today would be my last?” what pushed me over was this is the first time I thought about death and didnt want to die. Ive thought about death and dying since i was in 2nd or 3rd grade but...
NO RACIAL!
This was not intended to be racist in anyway shape or form. none of us are racist. Please dont get offended, but if you think you might then dont read it
You have been warned (:
BOOkimmy: my friend and i are going to party under a rock on the 28th and we going to find quynh ;D
xoxoDiana8D: aweome ;D
xoxoDiana8D: wait wait..
xoxoDiana8D: ur having a party under patrick's house ?! >O
xoxoDiana8D: im close with patrick star , y didtn he invite me /?!?!
xoxoDiana8D: LOL JK,
BOOkimmy: LMFAO!
xoxoDiana8D: (:
BOOkimmy: haha chyeah ;D
BOOkimmy: he broke up with you im sorry
xoxoDiana8D: lol xD
xoxoDiana8D: thats too bad...
xoxoDiana8D: but i got spongebob... hes a real man.
xoxoDiana8D: >]
BOOkimmy: he went with laura cuz she likes pink better than purple
xoxoDiana8D: :O
BOOkimmy: hahahaha
xoxoDiana8D: imma tlk with her !
BOOkimmy: lol im so putting this chat on my blog SD
BOOkimmy: XD
xoxoDiana8D: OMG Xd
xoxoDiana8D:
xoxoDiana8D: so ! UR PATRICK STAR'S BFF NOW HUH !?
xoxoDiana8D: >O
xoxoLaura8D: So much *
xoxoDiana8D: :o
xoxoDiana8D: SHE SAID SO MUCH
BOOkimmy: that doesnt make sense XD
xoxoDiana8D: lol xD
xoxoDiana8D: she was correcting something
^^^^ Haha it was so funny (;
there was a lot more but haha i thought that would be too much : P
OH EM EF GEEEEE
So like like OMFG. Haha my day was weirddddd lol. Well this morning was aite, had to do my stupid essay D: but I finished on time. What suckk was my printer was messed up I was all freaking out, ‘cause my english tutoring teacher is slightly pyscho… well to me haha. Yeah took me forever to print and I was late for class, but who cares lol. But I was STRESSED! I was literally tearing,...
OHH YEAH! and everything about yesterday is all better now (: He forgave me andand we forgot about it :D
My talented friend recorded himself playing Haru...
Well nothing much today, Im suppose to be doing my essay for eng tutoring, but as you can see Im obviously not. I feel a bit sick, I have a headache my chest and abdomen hurts a little, it will past in a bit but yeah ): i need a new myspace pic. Lol, oh and only a few more days of tutoring yes! Haha, i wonder how i did on my math tests, poorly most likely XD. I am still excited to know what my...
Me: What do you love about me?
Pikachu: What I love about you is also how you talk with me, you funny, awesome!, sexy!, trust me, your my wifey, and kimmyboo, and squirtle, and you just make me so happy
Hehe I love you (:
I love you (: →
“How could my day go from the best day of my life no doubt to the worse day ever,...”
– Me
Frustrated ):
I had everything, I was so happy, but in a blink of an eye, it was gone. I know it was a mistake to talk about it. But when I think of it what is happiness when I can’t share it with my closest friends. You said I could tell you anything and you wouldnt mind so i believed you. I guess I cant tell you anything anymore.
Im sorry, I really am, and I still love you forever <3
Haha, last night/this morning was simply amazing (:
“I would look at you as if I was looking at my own wife deeply in love and...”
– Hehe (;
