SEE WHERE LIFE TAKES ME

September 7

“ I don’t pretend to know what love is for everyone, but I can tell you what it is for me. Love is knowing all about someone and still wanting to be with them more than any other person. Love is trusting them enough to tell them everything about yourself, including the things you might be ashamed of. Love is feeling comfortable and safe with someone but still getting weak knees when they walk into a room and smile at you.

The O.C. (via littlemiss)

I ~~felt~~ feel that, believe me

August 30

I am so lameeeeee, Ive been reading old chats most of the day. Good times ): I hope things go back to normal soon.

And thinking about you, hope things are okay/better (: lol hope you know who you are -hugs- I will always be here for you no matter what. Im sorry I cant fully understand how you feel. All I can really do or say is it’s going to be okay, I know ive said it so many times but I will keep saying it until you believe in those 5 words. I almost lost myself once, looking back it was so scary. Anyway best wishes to you and I love you forever and always, no doubt, be by your side always. <3

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Nightmare

First off, sorry I havent written in here for awhile, I wasnt really in the mood :P but anyway yesterday I went to the block with Laura, Sophia, Aristotle, Kimmy Lee, Calvin, Manuel, Timmy, Hoang, Kevin, Bailey, Nancy, Sydnee, and I think that’s it but Im not sure XD. It was so lame, I didnt really talk to anyone, only like Laura, Sophia and Aristotle, but Aristotle had to leave early. It was sooooooooo boring -_- not even kidding. I got a bruise too, lol Sophia stepped on my foot in heels. Gave Kevin his present, he’s still pretty much ignoring me. Then yesterday I had Laura send Kevin a birthday cmmnt at 11:59 so I could be the last to say happy bday to him on his bday lol. I think he just ignored it though, that ass…

Now for the nightmare, I woke up today terrified. It wasnt a praticulaely scary nightmare, but I just havent had one in along timeeee. So I was at school and the class got paired up with 7yr old buddys that we had to live with or whatevers. I got this scary looking emo blonde girl with pigtails[hair]. She looked like she wanted to kill me! DDD: It kinda reminded me of the movie THE ORPHAN.

And my baby is sad. I so wanted to comfort him but i couldnt. Everything is going to be okay <3 I lahv you.

I might be “hosting” a thing this coming weekend if the people Im inviting are going, planning to invite: Laura, Aristotle, Joseph, and maybe Kevin =/ Hope it happens, cuz 2 of ‘em kinda promised me we would bowl at lucky strike this summer lol. (:

THE END [for now, gotta go shower, anyone wanna join? :O well to bad, hahaha :P I am such a weirdo (: ]

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“ No one ever said that life would be fair, or that the moments you wanted to last forever would. As you start to realize, people who once said that they cared can stop in an instant and those people who once made you the happiest, are now the ones who make you cry. You realize that no matter how much you care about someone, it doesn’t mean they will care about you. Letting go of something isn’t hard, it’s what you leave behind that’s the hard part. You realize that kisses don’t always mean something and promises can be broken, just as quickly as they are made.

Unknown (via littlemiss)

I miss my friend D:

August 27

littlemiss:

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August 26

8.26.09

Tired D: Oh man today was a productive day. Kinda :P So, I woke up, went online, took a shower, ate, and then waited for Sophia to come (: She came at like 11ish. we: made a birthday present for my friend[i think he’s my friend D:], fixed my myspace picture, I sang for her, decorated my [fake] backpack, made 2 [FAIL] videos and took pictures. Sophia then left to the gym I think. Now Im tired and bored. Oh yeah we watched some vids on youtube (:

Oh! I sound so weird recorded! My voice is all deep -_-

Umm, so yeah pretty much my day, it was fun (: but Im tired, gonna sleep soon.

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“ This world is really big and has a lot of people. Just in the city you live in, in one day, one moment you could see someone and never see them again. So be grateful for the friends you have that you get to see, because the world is too big not too. based from the spare vvv with my interpretation

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Such a cute vid.

August 25

Good song. (:

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“ Don’t go for looks; they can deceive. Don’t go for wealth; even that fades way. Go for someone who makes you smile because it only takes a smile to make a dark day seem bright. Find the one that makes your heart smile. Unknown (via littlemiss)